Tonight i'm all alone...no kids to bother me...nobody to chat to.. whether online or otherwise, suddenly i just felt lonely...i remembered a saying...Alone but not lonely...Lonely but not alone. So tonight in which condition am i in?!.. i have always felt lonely eventhough i have friends around me.. i have always felt if i die today..now...would my friends still remember me..still keep me company with their doa or Al-Fatihah. What will i leave behind...what do i want to be remembered as...am i prepared...what have i been preparing? What matters and what does not...what's important for me.. is it to keep others happy or vice versa. Everything matters to me... even a single smile from a friend is significant to me... what about u...what matters to u?
