To write or not to Write

There is a saying that says.. Either u write something worth reading or Read something worth Writing.. something like that. And it refers to doing research.. everyday is a research because everyday u think of something and u have questions. But if the research does not benefits other people than it is not worth the time and effort of a research.

I notice my last blog entry was last year..and i thought that i might as well wait till march to write again. But then again..why wait!? But why the silence?!.. The silence was the results of me being so darn busy and writing up my blog falls 2nd or maybe last in my priority list. I have been writing academically and later maybe i will write on the things that i have been writing all this while..just maybe!

Many things have occurred to me but i always remember what my last boss has said.."if you dont have anything nice to say u better do not say anything".. and i try my best to keep that in mind..at least in my sanity mind!..

And i am still trying to swallow things up when i am angry and wanted to say things. I learned that i can swallow my bad words once, and if i desperately wanted to say things that can release my bottled steam..i 'swallow' again. And eventually the words are not relevant anymore. I have successfully doing that for a year...Alhamdulillah with the help of reading Quran everyday. I found that if i did not read Quran often enough the steam can forced itself out through my nose..now nobody wanted to see that incident isnt it..coz that wouldn't be nice!..:):)